Dan setelah itu....

Dan setelah hari itu.......
begitu yakinnya aku...kau merasakan hal yg sama dengan ku...
aku tau tdk da seorang pun yg bs tau isi hati...
aku tau...smua itu tdk perlu diucapkan....
aku tau....sikapmu memang berbeda....
ttp aku msh tdk tau....apa sebenarnya yg ada dlm hatimu...pikiranmu..dan tujuanmu....

Dan setelah hari itu.......
seminggu pertama  ini....
kau slalu ada utkku....
aku yakin....tp kdg aku ragu...
satu hal yg pasti....
aku tdk bs menyembunyikn lagi...
untuk setiap hal yg aku lakukan....smua...ada dirimu....

Dan setelah hari itu.......
aku msh bs blm yakin....
untuk setiap waktu yg kita habiskan bersama....
krn aku merasa.....
sptny aku tidak ada....


Dan setelah hari itu.......
aku bertanya slalu pd diriku...
mengapa....
apa sebenarnya...
mungkin sebenarnya bkn pd dirimu...
tp diriku yg selalu merasa tdk yakin dg smuanya.....


Dan setelah hari ini.......
aku tdk mau bertanya lg....
bkn krn aku tdk mau...
tp agar aku belajar untuk percaya....
apa pun itu.....
krn aku tdk bs tau segalanya....
dan  kau telah mengajarkan itu pdku...

Dan jika msh ada hari nanti...
spt yg kau katakan....
perasaan ini tak bs dibohongi...
dan apapun tentang mu...
hati ini tak bs lepas darimu......


(#pagi dsaat aku menyadari....tuk percaya itu butuh kepercayaan...dan aku pun blm bersikap spt itu...)

untukmu "cinta".......!

cinta.....
akhirny aku menanyakanny...
cinta....
krn ku sadar mengakui itu berarti aku mampu tuk tak egois....
pdku...pdmu....dan pd lainny...

tetapi jwbmu blm kau ucapkn jg....
hrs sampai kpnkah aku hrs menunggumu cinta .....

#mlm sehari setelah kau ultah..dan begitu inginnya aku menemuimu utk menanyakanny....

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just because of U....

hari niy mrk blg aku cantik....:p
mrk blg aku beda.....
mrk murid"ku.....
langkahku terasa ringan....
hariku tak jd berat.....
Dan aku tau knp.....
just because of U.....
coz I feel u here......!
yes..! u have influence me enough....!
yes..! u can make that smile on me.. :)

#mlm dsaat aku merasa kau bnr" ada...krn pgi ..siang dan mlm ini...tak lps kau kbri aku....: *

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ku katakan dengan indah

ketika dirimu ada
secepat itu pula ku merasa tenang...
ketika kau mmblsku
secepat itu pula semuanya berubah jd ringan....
hatiku...pikiranku....dan jiwaku...jelas kamu....

#saat seharian ku menunggu blsn smsmu....Dan akhirny kau ada....

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first thing....!;)

that's the thing he fix 4 me...:)
will u be the man....
who always fix in my life.....
I hope......!

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when everything being so confuse....

every times I pray.....
u/ seseorang yg selalu mengisi separuh hati Dan jiwaku....
dalam setiap langkah...Dan waktuku
apa yg salah dg smua ini...
mengapa engkau tdk mengatakan saja.....
jika kau merasakan hal yg sama dgnku....
katakanlah....
agar aku tdk bingung selalu....
katakanlah....
agar aku yakin ini bkn hanya sekedar rasaku saja.....
katakanlah....
Dan biarkan apapun itu.....
krn aku telah menyayangi mu terlebih dulu....
Dan ku yakin aku telah memilihmu...

#disore saat kubimbang ingin berbagi rasa dgnmu...bahagia mndngr kbr tmn melahirkan seorang bayi....kuharap kelak...."Dgnmu...." ;)

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just hard to not thinking of U

I think that possibly

Maybe I'm falling for you

Yes

There's a chance that I've fallen quite hard over you

I've seen the paths that your eyes wander down

I want to come too

I think that possibly

Maybe I'm falling for you

No one understands me quite like you do

Through all of the shadowy corners of me

I never knew just what it was about this old coffee shop I love so much

All of the while I never knew

I never knew just what it was about this old coffee shop I love so much

All of the while I never knew

I think that possibly

Maybe I'm falling for you

Yes

There's a chance that I've fallen quite hard over you

I've seen the waters that make your eyes shine

Now I'm shining too

Because

Oh

Because I've fallen quite hard over you

If I didn't know you I'd rather not know

If I couldn't have you I'd rather be alone

I never knew just what it was about this old coffee shop I love so much

All of the while I never knew

I never knew just what it was about this old coffee shop I love so much

All of the while I never knew

All of the while

All of the while it was you


#mlm dsaat bertemu dgnmu tengah mlm mnjd suatu kebiasaan yg aku tgu..... ;)

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Everything gonna be alright.....!

Just wanna somebody here....
To say that....
Just hug....
I hope that is U.....

#mlm stlh melewati longsor itu ...

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To see u...

Senang melihatmu mlm niy....
Sekedar hny brtmu dgnmu...
My heart beats races .....if u know...
Hmmm......ingin sekali.........

(mlm dsaat kau plg...basah...krn hujan...dtg dpn rmh...)

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I dont understand you as well as me

Hmmmmmmmmm...........!
realy...
I dont understand you as well as me
But i like u......
I dont understand why u did'nt say anyway....
But i'm still waiting...
I dont understand why u care to me anyway.....
But i want too....
I dont understand why u ask me for come anyway....
But im realy happy..
I dont understand why u say came alone...
But i can accept that....
I don't understand why...if I'm feeling this uncertainly.....I don't ask u...
I dont understand u as well as me...
If this bout the time...
I'm pray with all my heart....
God...."I love him" anyway.....

#mlm disaat ku msh memikirkn saat di pernikahan tadi.....

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U never say anyway......

Oooouwwwh God...!
rasanya menyesakkan hati
Ketika aku terbangun di pagi hari...
Dan msh menyisakan goresan lara semalam....
Msh dgn pertanyaan yg sama...

Sometimes i feel "why loving him is hurting..althought u never say anyway...."
dear please...!dont hangin me forever here.... !_!

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Damn.....u....!

Sometimes i feel so dumb...
Jahat bgt......!
knp aku serasa dtampar dan jatuh dr keyakinan ini.....
Ya Allah......
Apa mksdny ini....
Did u realy dont know..or realy dont care....
Karena kau slalu begitu....
Sometimes feel closer....and somehow...never gonna happen"....
Hikshikshiks...... :'(

#mlm dsaat kau mmbls sms ku dan mnjwb dg pertanyaan : "knp gt?"
seolah kau mengatakan apa peduliku...dan sapa aku......:'(

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I hope just i am......

Dsini menemanimu....
Sebisa mungkin menemanimu dsana..
Menunggu hujan di tengah mlm..
Membayangkan mu dsana....
Sebisa mungkin merasakn pa yg kau rasakan.....
Ada sesuatu y kurasakan....
Ketika kau mengirim sms....
Bertanya ttg ku...dan ku yakin kau pun berharap aku ada utk mu...
Dan ku harap..hanya akulah yg kau kabari....
Berharap...smoga tdk ada yg lain...
Atau mungkin bs saja byk y lain...
Hmmmmm.....entahlah....! Who do i think i am..... :'(
mungkin kau bnr" mengajariku cara mencintai..dg hati...

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I learn from u....

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Tidakkah kau mengerti......!

Tdkkah Kau mengerti ketika kau membicarakannya itu menggores hatiku...
Ketika kau bercerita mkn dgnny itu mengiris hatiku...
Ketika kau berkata kau senang denganny itu mengganggu hati ini....
Dan ketika...ketika..ketika yg lainny lg....saat kau berbicara ttg smua tmn wanitamu itu mmbuat hatiku miris.....
Mempertanyakan...."siapakah aku bagimu.....?!"
sedikit egois mungkin.....tp aku hanyalah wanita biasa...
Hmmmmmm......rasa ini....smoga kau mengerti.....

#mlm dsaat kau mengajakku menemanimu...dan kau menceritakn segalanya....

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Menanti jawaban.....

Tuhaaan....
Aku takut sekali....
Takut klo smua ini hanya harapan palsu .....
Takut klo smua ini akan sia"....
Takut klo ternyata aku bertepuk sebelah tangan........:-(
wahai Engkau yg maha tahu....
Hanya Engkaulah yg tahu isi hati tiap org..
Hanya Engkaulah yg mengetahui apa yg tak terlihat dan tak terdengar..
Berikanlah petunjuk pd hambamu ini..
Krn aku terlanjur menyayanginya..
Krn dialah separuh aku.....

#pagi dsaat kau blm bls sms
Dan aku menanti jwbn mu
Hanya u skdr bertemu dgn mu..

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Married.......!

Coz married is not just bout me and u...
I know that........!did u....?!

#inspiring liat acr oprah....finding Sarah.....;-)

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Mizz....mizzz.....being with u.....

Can u hear my heart.......?!
I really waiting u....

Just if u can hear my heart....
Im really want meet u...
Walked together ....
Sit together .....
Talk together.....
Eat together....
Just beside of me.....

If there another Saturday .....
If there another night....
Hope...u already here....:-*

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If u understand......

Jika memang vio g usah tahu....itu tak mengapa....
Jika memang kau blm siap...itu tak mengapa....
Tp sungguh....vio ingin sekali tahu..
Tp jika itu tdk....
Biarlah....ttplah disisiku....dan kabari aku....
Agar vio tau...dirimu baik" saja...
Krn aku khawatir....dgn dirimu...

#seharian saat kau tdk mnjwb pertanyaanku...dan aku tau ada y kau sembunyikan.....hikshiks :'(

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Seberapa pantasssss.....!

Tiba" lagu sheila on7 yg tdk sengaja terdengar saat jln @brafest ini seolah menendang jantung...y kemudian bersenandung sndiri dan tertawa kcl....mengingat dirimu...:-\
special 4 u...dgn sengaja aku mncri lirikny...seolah mnjd behind soundtrack of my life...

Ya...dirimu...jk saja aku berani mengatakanny pdmu...

#sheila on 7#
*seberapa pantas......*

Seberapa pantaskah kau untuk ku tunggu,

Cukup indahkah dirimu untuk selalu ku nantikan

Mampukan kau hadir dalam setiap mimpi burukku

Mampukah kita bertahan di saat kita jauh.

Seberapa hebat kau 'tuk ku banggakan,

Cukup tangguhkah dirimu untuk selalu ku andalkan, ohhh...

Mampukan kau bertahan dengan hidupku yang malang, ohh.

Sanggupkah kau menyakinkan di saat aku bimbang.

Celakanya

Hanya kaulah yang benar-benar aku tunggu,

Hanya kaulah yang benar-benar memahamiku,

Kau pergi dan hilang ke mana pun kau suka

Celakanya

Hanya kaulah yang pantas untuk kubanggakan,

Hanya kaulah yang sanggup untuk aku andalkan,

Di antara pedih aku slalu menantimu.

#just 4 u.....
Entah sampai kpn ini akan begini adanya...
kau tahu....
Aku msh menunggu....kau mengatakanny....huuuuuuuufffffth!

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Am I in love.....hehe :-P

Am I in love ....?!xixixi.....
g bs ngapa"in...
G mau ngapa"in....
Hwuaaaaaaa.......get out on my mind.....:-P

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More for telling .....more to be written

Hmmmmmmmmm.......
I have a million feeling ..... :)
Coz u......

U know ....
Spending time with u...this time..
Feel like different
I see different of u....
Did u feel what I feel....?!

Apapun itu...
Aku bahagia kali ini....
Jln bersama mu ....
Terasa aku spt mrk.....
Tak lg merasa tdk beruntung
Ketika aku duduk Di sebelah Sepasang kekasih serasi...
Karena aku merasa melihat cerminku... ;-)

#perahu kertas @ciwalk...

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Maybe me...

Mungkin sebenarnya karena ku....

#ketika bosan dg pertanyaan sendiri itu....

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Cinta itu gak bisa dipaksakan....

That's right.......!
ahir ahir ini kata" itu jd terngiang"....
teringat dirinya pernah mengatakannya...meski bkn untukku..
Aku bs memahaminya...
"saat qt mencintai seseorang itu gak bs asal...qt bisa suka ma sapa aja....tp klo cinta itu beda....gak bisa dgn sapa aja....sayang mungkin....."
kmu pnh mengatakan itu....
Dan Aku sekedar mengiyakan....krn Aku tdk sdg berada Di posisi itu.....
Tp skg.....ko Tiba" menjadi terIngat kembali .....
Mungkinkah Aku sdg berada Di posisi ini skg......?!
dgn dirinya ......?
ouwh.......tuhaaan.....knp dia tdk mengatakanny saja....?
It's look like I'm getting hurt even it's getting start ....hikhik :'(

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Begitu sulitkah...

Ya Allah.....
Begitu susahnya kah untuk mencintai aku.....
Begitu susahnya kah untuk mengerti aku....
Begitu sulitnya kah.......

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Thanx for a wonderful day......

This is Saturday night.....
And I'm with u.....
What a great day is it......
7th July @2012
I'll remember.....
Coz my heart you've got..

Suddenly I don't care what exactly happen between us....
Just enjoy spending time with u..

Adorable scene is.....
When I'm watching you stand alone
All of my doubt
Suddenly goes away somehow......
One step closer.....
And I'm waiting for the final moment
You say the words that I can't say......

#I won't stop hoping this day again..
Don't let me down darling......#

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Maybe it's alright

Maybe it's alright......
Maybe I can't find someone who will make life it's seems so easier.....
Maybe just me....maybe it's me who will make life so easy as it's seem...
And 'ur life it's make me so alive...
just be sure darling....
And I'm waiting u always....

(saat aku mulai bnr" menunjukkany..tdk hanya pdmu..tp jg mrk...mungkinkah aku tlah yakin..akan rasaku Dan rasamu....)

Maybe it's alright .....

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Did u know......

I'm always confused by u dear...
Ur suddenly closer....closer..and suddenly away.....

Baking is relaxing..cooking is delighting ..shopping is comforting ....reading Ur texts is..exhilarating ....;-)

(plg dr pangandaran dmn dirimu tdk brhnti bertanya ttg ku .....;-)

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Mizz u.....!

Mizzzz.......!being with u......
Did u.....?

(dsaat drimu hard to find ....:-(

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Would I say this......

Bukan itu mksdny.......
Vio kn g pnh blg minta bwt cpt dbalikin..
Xx blg mau dtg k rmh ....
Xx blg mau ksh kbr klo bisa nganter..knp siy suka bkin org ngu ...
Maaf xx klo Vio hrs mrh g jls ky gini..
Hanya saja Vio bingung...
Bingung dg smua perlakuan xx...
Kdg dkt Kdg jauh..

(dsaat aku teringat sms mu smlm..Dan kau hanya bertanya "kmn aja...."x-( )

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U.........! damn......!didn't u know.....

Hikshikshiks.......... !!!!
i like u...yes definitely....
I need u....yes anytime....
I love u....yes...yes...I do...
But I hate u.....!yes...
Ouw God....why loving him is hurting..
Didn't u know....
Coz u know what I'm feeling...
So it's feel like u playing me....

Why don't u love me...
The way I love u...
It's feel so crazy..
Coz I dunno what I did to u
If ur gonna hurt me..
Than do it quickly
Coz I'm tired of cry..
If u don't wanna stick around..
Than baby forget about me...

Please...get away....!
let everything clear.....

(pagi disaat aku slalu memikirkanmu..ditemani hujan kecil..teringat dirimu..y lupa akan janjimu..ignoring me...than no texting again.... :( )

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Apa adanya....

Layaknya seseorang...
Ingin tampil sempurna untuk yg dicintainya....
Tapi kali ini....aku hanya ingin spt apa adanya...
Mencoba tuk tdk terlalu memaksa....
Segala Apa pun utk dirimu...
Karena Kali ini berbeda...
Karena kau berbeda...

Mungkin sbnrny aku tdk perlu mencari sseorg yg bisa menjadi anugerah terindah.....
Krn mungkin akulah yg akan mnjdi anugerah terindah bginya...
Dan untuk mnjd spt itu...aku butuh diriny yg menyayangiku..menerima sgl kekurangan..Dan menemani sampai nantinya...Dan itu sdh ckp bagiku...

#mlm mgu disaat sbnrny aku menantimu..berharap mlm mgu berikutny akan berbeda

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A Thousand Year....more...

everyday we are texting... :)

u know...is seem like i'm feeling...one step closer...

but u know...sometimes

something u say or u do...

make me doubt to u....

scare is will be wasting... :(

but u know....

i have promise to my self...

this time..i will not letting..

this time.. i will be patient..more and more..

and this time... i think i have been sure enough...

sure enough to believe...everything will be wonderful at the time....:)

***********hope u read this..!************

inspiring by song Christina perri a thousand year

read & listen song

**************I'll love you for a Thousand more... :) ***************

(mlm disaat kau ingin mencoba k Jakarta...and i'm trully want u just here...sorry...:(

Feeling something different

When u text me @ that morning...before u get to puncak....
one question....why ?
but alright.... I'm happy..;-)
then u text me again...
Before u get the job...
Question again....?
should u....?
but it's alright...maybe u just a litle motivation....
Then u text me again...
Just to say...u get the job...!!
Ok maybe u just share the happiness
And then...@the morning u text and texts again..!
Just to say u have to go to work..???
Owhh....God......!
what exactly he did to me.....
Could not he just say it.....:-[

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U never miss out of my mind...

Definitely I like u.......
Yes I miss u.....
Every step...
Every air....
Every texts.....
Yes I'm waiting u....
Hope u never stop to say hello to me..;-)

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What deep is ur heart.....

Sometimes I feel like dumb..
Waiting u......
Always waiting u.....
Guessing what u feel..
Hoping u say that....

Ingin rasany tdk u/ memikirkanmu...
just let it flow.....
But its hard....

I don't know....
More I think....it's make me more realize we different......
Yes....It's obviously at the first I know..
Coz....I scare....
I'm tired of u dear......

Just say it....!!
That will make me stop thinking that...
Stop guessing.....
look like I'm running at same place and it's never end....

Ya Allah.....
Spt apa sbnrny yg terbaik itu ....:'(

(mlm dsaat kau sms....dtg...tp tak mengabari ku lg ....)

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Denganmu.....

Everytime behind u.....
My heart always beat races......
Everytime with u.....
It's feel shortly......
And u know....Everytime besides u...it's feel not confident.....
Is this something called love......;-)

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Galau.....

Senang ....
Jls ..dg smua kejadian ini ....
Senang .....
Jls...dg perubahan skpmu..
Setiap sms mu ...
Perhatianmu...
Sungguh aku sdh ckp dws Dan tau..
Tapi...
Asa ini tdklah yakin ...
Tdk akan prnh yakin..
Jk kau blm saja menyatakanny..
Sungguh ...
Apakah sbnrny yg kau rasakan ..
Just say it.........!!plz! :)

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Masih Tentang dia...

I'm waiting you....
Yes definitely .....
I'm like u......
Yes definitely
Don't u see....
Pleases tell me what u feel....

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